1: All I Do Is Piss You Off, All You Do Is Disappoint Me

So here it all starts. I have collected some pieces together from my early work which I was finding hard to categorize. Though each piece is complete in it's own sense, but something about them still felt incomplete, like they were small pieces of a big puzzle. So here I have just put them together under individual headings: 

26.04.2013

Everything made sense after you left

Standing at your door, was where I wept

With those words that I never said

And one promise that I always kept

With all those thoughts inside my head

Dreaming up lying in my bed

Stuck in a puzzle while I slept

Through those nights that never  end

Wondering often were you went

Maybe we will meet again

But until then I'll pretend

You were just some other friend

I like Jar Jar Binks

'Cause all I seek, is clarity

Of thoughts on life & little peace

And in the end, we all pretend

Darling , don't you see

And everything, had to mean nothing

But we always tried to prove something

Why Won't You Talk To Me

Have you ever called me first any day

You just talk about yourself anyway

Fuck it

You don't even listen to what I say

So I'm gonna now step back & pack bag & run far away

So far away

You won't even remember my name

In gonna go so far , so far away

Oops! I Did It Again!

You is all I've got

And I'm scared by this thought

Still living in the past

Without you I'm lost

Daydreaming in December

When I close my eyes

Under the stars studded sky

I see you

And when I dream every night

Wondering you by my side

I feel you

Cos when I stand next to you

My thoughts turn so blue

Words just get hard to come through

Oh baby, you know the way I love you

It's true

So true

Between Love and Hate

Plant in my memory your seed

Of thought, there's nothing in this world than you that I need

First comes jealousy, followed by the greed

Soon heart starts decaying by some love disease

I'll ask you one more time, and one more time again

Are you still mine, tell me, tell me please.

Dreams are more real, day dreaming feels so sweet

Sometimes in your arms, next time in your feet

Lying in my bed, I feel so weak

Between love and hate, tell me what you seek

Can't we speak

At least once a week

Friends they try, tell me it's alright

"Don't you mind, she's not your kind"

"Just find some time or you'll be left behind."

It's true they say, that love is blind

Same mistakes lead to new regrets

Old heartbreaks, oh I won't forget

Your face, your smile or your eyes

Lying Yourself is The Best Form Of  Self Consoling

Maybe I'll come for you someday

The day after I die

Hope you'd found out someone

I don't wanna find you cry

And one day, I'll leave you

Like you left me that one night

I stood there long pretending

You were just another ride

I'll hitchhike some new chick

And drive through overseas

I bet I'll always think about you

C'mon, don't mind please

LOTUS FLOWER

When you whisper in my ear

It feels like I'm sailing to the moon

Don't look at me like that my dear

Your eyes make a lotus flower bloom

In my heart is where you grow

In weird ways that I can't show

For when you smile, I can't concentrate

Now every morning, I wake up late

Falling for you before falling asleep

Falling hard and falling deep

My flailing love is yours to keep

I try too much but it just won't stop

I miss you more than the first rain drop

And I can't wait to hold you once more in my hands

But it's so hard to get you away from your friends

I won't lie but I can't tell you the truth

There's no one except you if I had to choose

And I'm not being honest when I say

I'll play this game but I don't care if I loose




I Just Nod, I've Never Been So Good At Shaking Hands
Heartbreak and heartache
Teach me
Just nod, don't handshake
Little hug, hard to take
Look of love, I can't fake
Come Sunday, I'll forget
Forgive Friday
Pretend we never met
Blame it on me
I'll accept the shame
One more game, one more name
People polite, some are uptight
I'm just like you
You're of different kind
Read my mind, change your mind
How late is too late
Is it enough to just hate?
How bad is too bad
It ain't enough, till you suffocate
Call it karma, call it fate
Heartbreaks and heartaches